match with rj, lost 5-0. expected but was really angry at the bloody kayu fucking referee. service out say in. supposed to be let, no let. supposed to be stroke, not even a let. opponent step on my feet when i'm trying to get to ball also no let. opponent hit me then i try to recover n run for ball also no let. not ready to take the ball n didn't attempt to return service was almost counted as a point to opponent. that was the last straw. third match after 2 / 3 rallies i really got damn pissed. could hear my heart pumping, blood pounding with anger. first time in my 5 yrs of squash have i gotten so bloody angry during a match. usually nonchalent but this referee was fucking idiotic.
anyway i was so mad that after i came out of the court i just took my bottle and threw it on the floor. several times. need to throw something, otherwise i'll just burst. felt bloody violent and homocidal. drove me to tears of anger and frustration. damnit. fucking referee. should have slapped her fucking face.
turns out nj team didn't go for the referee marker course at all. what the fuck are you doing refereeing a match if you don't know the bloody damn rules? what the fuck was the tchr in charge doing that he didn't even ensure that you all ignorant morons go for the bloody course? coach being overseas was no excuse. the organiser would have sent information about the course to the school. and don't know how to referee didn't even say. let ny ref n you mark la, since they, at least, attended the course. i'm sure even morons can count points and keep score.
next time i will appeal n argue with idiotic referees. if no let, i'm going to bloody whack the ball in subsequent similar situations. asking for let is because opponent was in my way. if you think she's not blocking me then the ball/ my racket won't hit her if i whack right? so yar, it's not because i don't care about opponent's safety but because you, the referee, thinks it's not dangerous at all. so whack la. your fault if the opponent gets injured. why waste my points to protect her safety?
you better not be playing me in our match. i'll just whack and not ask for let. why? because you don't believe in lets for that kind of situations. because you think the opponent is not blocking nor in danger of being hit in that kind of situations. let's see how you like it when you're the opponent and people whack instead of asking for lets.
right. end of venting.
lessons learnt:
-appeal and ask why no let/ stroke if referee is being idiotic
-say why there should be a let / stroke
-be aggressive
-keep cool
-request for change of referee if she's really fucking fucked-up
spoil my day only, this bloody incident. anyway was so happy to see xiu, shim n sy today. n junie n chris n ash. squee. haha. compt really like one big reunion. abit sad lost my eye mask. think someone take wrongly. bleahz. den got one extra eye mask dere so i just take lor. haiz. like d visor quite scratched leh.. den must wash d sponge.. dunno whose icky sweat on it.. haha.
gg union tml. whee. bought chocs today. =x must not eat so much. haha. wanna go shopping... lalalala
